Yeah, gonna make a call soon. I need therapy and lots of it.

aurigae:

farriswheels:

Pretending to be okay and actually being okay are clearly two very different things.

And I’m losing my ability to pretend.

Stupid tumblr replies, cutting me off before I’m done. >:(

Really, the most important part is realizing that it’s time to ask for help (and then actually doing it, of course). That means you’re not fully denying it anymore and it can be fixed. I get what you mean about Sisyphus though, it really does feel like every setback is right back to square one… but what else can you do but persevere? IN CONCLUSION, brain stuff is the worst stuff and so e-hugs 2 u.

I want to get a refund for my brain, can I do that?

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aurigae said: I feel you. I made a bunch of calls for appointments today when I realized that, oops, this “being okay” thing isn’t going so well after all. Spending two months pretty isolated should’ve been a warning sign. Fingers crossed for progress.
affectionateanarchy said: AW NAW! I hope everything’s okay! And if something happens with therapy, your Tumblr family is always here with somewhat inadequate but always genuine advice. And maybe pics of cats or boobs or catboobs.
some-disgraced-cosmonaut said: *hugs* forever. i’m so sorry. realizing you need to make the call is a huge part of the battle, though. sending you ALL the e-strength.
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